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Save me from myself! Since you've been gone I'm losing my mind;
While I've been trying to get the feelings ( love! happiness! the feeling that I am good and I can do anything....) I used to get by you I have become wrong.

You must have been a dream. A game of my mind which just was bored with these idiots around. Got I under your spell, 'cause even if you pretended nobody made me feel as good as you did.I felt good with you. I felt strong with you. Haven't ever felt myself so alive before you.

Everything seems so tasteless.
People around are so stupid. They live for nothing, they are so nervous. So much fears. So narrow-minded. What they want for... Uuuuuh I can't even hate them. Just watch them and trying to keep calm.
It is a wander that I found you.

And lost. Hahhaha, no surprise, I have a lack of luck to keep the good things.

I ve become faithless. Nihilist.

Whatever I do will lead me nowhere....I feel like that. I need to talk to you.To understand.

You're smart and kind. You're bad, and you're sincere and true.

No last word will be written in this letter....I have so much to say but you know that it is always a mess in my head. Whatever I say -all I want is you to forgive me.