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When I go to bed,I don't think about "What I will be,when I grow up",I think about my future in general. And not only about my future,and about future of all the world. I think about people's life,about their mistakes,their nature. On the other hand,I think about God,Whether there is it or not. But I think that it isn't. Perhaps this is the most difficult topic for conversation.