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Happy New Year is a wonderful holiday.
magic hapeens during this time. but i had disappointed in this holiday. maybe because i found out that Father Frost is a myth. if i hadnt found out it i would have written letters to him and would have waited answers. if i had asked for a gift i would have been surprised when would have found my wish under the new year tree. i would have tryed not to sleep the moment when Father Frost climbs in my window leaf. i would have been surprised by wizard's ability to visit every child only for one night. if i hadnt visit phisics lessons i would have believed that patterns on the window were Father Frost's handwork. if i had found out toys in wordrobe before New Year i would have hoped that it was Father Frost's work too. he had took care about me previosly and had transfered gifts to his assistents (my parents) because he should visit million of children. if i hadnt seen 5 Father Frosts at the same time i would have believed till our days...