кто сможет помочь с моим вопросом?

не могу перевести, но очень хочется прочитать
пожалуйстааа

Eventually I picked up the piece of paper and read it quickly, catching on to what it was.

I would like to apologise about the delay, you caught me off guard and I had no idea what to ask you even though I’ve been planning this for about a month.

These would be more like letters to get to know each other. It’s unlikely that you would be completely honest in person therefore I would like to get to know you this way. It’s a two way street though. If I ask you a question then you can ask me one. You don’t have to; I’m just giving you the option.

There are some questions I won’t answer, all to do with who I am. That will come out in time but not anytime soon.

There is a dictionary; it’s exceedingly old, in the crush hall. Hopefully you know where the crush hall is. The book is on the bookshelf in the corner of the room. It’s pretty obvious when you go over there to look for it. The letter to you will be somewhere in the dictionary. You can put your reply, if you decide to reply, in there too.

It’s there now if you want it. It’s up to you if you want to tell people about this but I’m hoping that you’ll have some respect for this, I am putting my feelings on the line.

I shut my locker and walked along to the crush hall. The place was still empty so I walked over to the bookshelves and pulled out the ancient dictionary, sprawling it across the small table in front of me.

Shifting through the pages I eventually found the letter. It was in the ‘N’ section of the dictionary. One of the words on the page was highlighted and one of its meanings aswell. Whoever was sending me these had balls, if the librarian found out they had vandalised in this book they would go crazy.

N- Nonexistent: Something that does not exist.

I took out the letter from the page and slid the dictionary back in place on the shelf then started to read it. I was intrigued by the highlighted text he used. It seemed really fitting for our situation.

Dear Bella,

This will be the first of twelve letters to you, if you wish to accept them. I will only write the next once I’ve received a response. Maybe at the end you’ll be able to see why there are only twelve letters.

Just to be clear, I will ask you five questions each letter and you can ask me three aswell. The next letter is to be put in the thesaurus which sits next to the dictionary on the shelf. You can respond whenever you like but please just respond.

Anyway, here are my first five questions:

What’s the one thing you could never live without?

Out of curiosity, just to know who my competition is, what is your relationship status between you and Edward Cullen?

Who is the one person who you can’t stand?

What is your one regret?

Why did you hold off from answering my notes?

Everything you tell me will stay between me and you. I won’t tell a soul as I have the possibility of severing this very thin tie between you and me. I’m hoping that you will not share any information I tell you through these letters. If you do so then I’m afraid I’ve underestimated your trust.

From your secret admirer.

I folded the letter up and slipped it into my bag. All I had to do now was decide if I was going to answer him back or not.