Пожалуйста, помогите перевести этот текст с английского на русский.

If I got on my knees and I pleaded with you,
Not to go but to stay in my arms,
Would you walk out the door,
Like you did once before?

If I call out your name like a prayer,
Would you leave me alone with my tears?
Knowing I need you so,
Would you still turn and go?

I loved you before I even knew your name,
And I wanted to give you my heart,
But then you came back after leaving me one time,
I knew that the heartache would start

This time, Be different, Please stay, Don't go.

If I called out your name like a song,
That was written for you,
You alone
Would you still hurt my pride?
Oh hey, how I cried

Это красивая баллада, перевода в интернете на нашла, а онлайн-переводчик выдает несуразицу, а хотелось бы складный текст.
Примерно представляю о чем тут речь, но некоторые обороты не совсем понятны, как например "This time, Be different".
Буду признательна, если кто поможет.